$uicideboy$ - Oh, What a Wretched Man I Am! [Clean - Lyrics]

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$uicideboy$ - Oh, What a Wretched Man I Am! [Clean - Lyrics]

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Lyrics:

Intro (Ruby Da Cherry) | 0:00
(You did good, $lick)
(It's a Smash)
Ruby Da Cherry, ayy

Verse 1 (Ruby Da Cherry) | 0:15
Wake up depressed, so I stretch as I yawn
Pulling my shoulder, I reach for the stars
They promised me chains and h*** and cars
The easiest way to mend a broken heart
Monogamy plain and simple, it's hard
The lust for flesh, I feel like a scar
A sinner at best, I been one from the start
I'm tryna stay sober, keep playing that part
Rushin' to death just to set me apart from all of the rest
No need for best, just not at a desk
This pain ain't fresh, had to let it ferment
You heard what I said but don't know what I meant
I won't explain it over and over and over again (And over again)
But y'all keep complaining over and over and over again, ayy (Over and over again)
My inner child is nutrition for demons
They feast on my blood, got me feeling anaemic
I'm fiending for love 'cause the lust is so fleeting
Opana 40's like an orange, you peel it
Compare it to apples, you might miss the meaning
I tear of my shackles, now I'm f****** leaving
I am my own worst enemy, so self defeating
I'm honestly lucky that I'm f****** breathing

Interlude (Scrim) | 1:04
(Ahh, what?) Yeah

Verse 2 (Scrim) | 1:20
F****** mind won't stop, high in a big house
Wishin' I was back in the shed
Been hanging by a thread with a head full of meds
Otherwise it'd probably be lead
Know that I'm f*****, only way I feel love
is to pay when they say they need bread
I can see in they eyes, you ain't gotta read minds
Obvious that they want me dead
Momma tryin' to check in and all I could text
was, "Pray for me" (Pray for me)
Can't slow down, I don't wanna breakdown
from a nervous breakdown, no
Glock to my chin, I'm screaming
"Get the f*** away from me" (Away from me)
Dad begging me to draw down
I just wanna end it all now
They way it all played out, I'm questioning
What in the f*** did I wish for?
Can't buy happiness with this money
So I went and bought me a pistol
Family asking for Scrim to sign like I don't exist too
Told myself when I die, they gon' cry
They gon' mourn and not even miss you

Outro | 2:08